I have learned a ton in the last 2 years, much more than I have ever dreamed I would actually. I have learned that tigers can't change their stripes and lies don't hurt its how you find out that hurts. I have also learned falling does not hurt its the sudden stop that happens from time to time that hurts. What this means to me is do not be afraid to try because you just never know what is going to happen. In reality you can never ever lose all together because if you learn from something you win. Knowing what you want and do not want are a gift and until you know what that is you may struggle not just in love but work or family as well. If you are brave and risk the fall maybe just maybe someone will be there to catch you but you will never know if you don't take a leap of faith when you feel like the time is right! It may or may not work if it does YAY if not lick your wounds pick yourself up and carry on, the bright side is that you were breathing before you met them and chances are pretty good you are still breathing today without them too!
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I find it sadly amusing that if someone doesn't say yes to everyone who asks her out she is picky, if you don't sleep with them your a prude but if you do then they think they have you and stop trying. News flash a woman's body is NOT a public rest stop sorry!!! Stop trying to just sleep with someone especially if you are already married its tacky and you would be PISSED if your spouse did it to you. I am tired of people saying oh you are whining when you express frustration with the sheer lack of romance anymore. Call it what you will but don't make me feel bad for wanting someone who wants all of me not just part of me. I will never stop hoping to one day find that person. I am content alone I have no issue with it what I have an issue with is someone looking at me like I am only good enough to be second place… I am the first woman or nothing! Guys wonder why women get pissed ummm hey guys maybe you should quit expecting us to act like hookers at least they get paid just saying!!! So unless someone shows genuine effort I have no interest in wasting any of my precious time on your stupid ass.
Once in a while we meet someone who touches us so deeply there is nothing we can do than treasure every moment we have. He made me believe in me, I was beautiful in his eyes. When he touched me he woke up a part of me that I never knew existed and I started to believe in magic again. The way he kissed me, the way he looked at me, the way he made me feel was incredible. I had everything I ever wanted for a moment, then it was gone. He made me see things in a new light even if he didn't see it himself. I will never know if he felt the same way. He wasn't supposed to leave but he did. He wasn't supposed to love someone else but he does. He wasn't supposed to break my heart but he did. This time is was different though, he broke my heart but he didn't break me. I will always have those moments when a song comes on or I see something that makes me think of the time I had with him and I will smile to myself. It was perfect for a moment but not mine forever. I can't be mad but sometimes I can be sad but never will I think of it as wasted time. I grew as a person and I know what I want now, yes the bar is set high for the next person and it will never be the same but maybe just maybe the next can be better. No one is perfect but the moments can be
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