Being single has its advantages and disadvantages just like everything else, but its the nights when all you wish for is someone to put his arms around me and make all the bad stuff disappear that it gets rough. I may appear to not care but some days I would give anything to have someone curl up with me and play with my hair as I fall asleep to the sound of his heart beating just for me in that moment. Sappy right haha well that's me. I don't need to be saved but somedays I would love to feel protected and most of all I never want to question if someone cares about me.. One sweet day someone will look at me and say they are never going to walk out of my life because we make each other better people. Ahh yes one day someone will look at me the way I crave the look that takes my breath away and I will know in that moment I have met my match, I just hope he is ready for me! Dear no one, bring it on!
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I have reached a point in my life where I value someone's presence in my life more that any presents they can give me. Time is always a gift that people forget about but thats how the best memories are made. All I have ever wanted was to be important enough to someone for them to want to be around me and want to talk to me as much as I want the same. I have been wrong many times but honestly the thing that hurts the most is to think someone cares when they don't. Maybe someday someone will want to wake up with me everyday and think I am beautiful even when I have no makeup on and my hair isn't done. I keep losing faith that it will ever happen for me because I am wait for the person who will be different that everyone else, someone who is driven, well spoken, loves kids and animals and most of all someone who isn't afraid to tell me I am being silly. If they can look at me and make me feel like I am the only person in the room again thats a HUGE bonus, I know it can happen because I have felt it before... Someone somewhere at some point I hope can remind me why it was all worth it...
Ahh hello independence day!!! It's a day to be thankful for everyone who fought and are fighting for things we all take for granted. I love the meaning behind the day almost as much as I love my personal independence day! Taking a chance to go after what you truly want in life is a lot easier when you know 2 things, 1) What you don't want in your life 2) What it is you really need. I have learned many things the wrong way but I am to the point where I know my own personal value and I know that I am worth it I just need to have the person who is meant to be in my life see me that way too. In the mean time I refuse to be with just anyone because my time is precious to me and I treasure the moments that will live in my memory forever! So dear no one whoever you are feel free to show up when you are ready for me because I promise you it will be an amazing ride!!!
I know its easy to focus on the bad things when they are happening, I see it all the time heck I am guilty of it myself from time to time. But today I heard something that was so inspiring to me that I had to share it because I really think that it can help a lot of people who are in a bad place and need to take back control of their life in whatever situation they are in. Today I saw a sign that someone made that simply said " THE END". Think about how simple that this is but how powerful that statement is. You can stop the negative thoughts and possibly change your life with that statement. You can take back control if you put your mind to it no matter what the situation is. Bad relationships, abuse, financial struggles all of it can be put into a more manageable state of mind once you take the control away from the problem and choose to over come it with no regrets! I know it sounds crazy but if you just decide that you want something better for your life you can make it happen and if you ever question it I can tell you all about my adventures into taking back my life, it has not been easy but it is beyond worth it!!! I get a little lost trying to make a living right now and forget to live life but thats only due to the fact that I was broke for so long that I am terrified to go back to that ever again. Just remember if you stay in one spot nothing will ever change its only with the first sometimes blind footsteps of faith that we can change anything!
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AuthorThis blog is a random journal of both Tracy waiting for Mr. Right to show up and just great advice based a lot on what NOT to do while dating! Archives
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