It's been a long week and I find it's weeks like this that make me wish for him. Wish he would show up and just hug me so even for a moment everything is OK. I have to be strong all the time and sometimes I just want to know I have someone to lean on when storms hit. Yet here I am standing alone as always just wishing for him still. Someday he will show up and I will know by the look in his eyes he will never walk away. Someday someone will know me well enough to know when I need him and when I need to be left alone. Yes I wish for him to walk up to me and never let me go. Life isnt 16 candles and tailgate picnics but it sure would be great if it was hugs from behind and being called babe once in a while. Ok back to reality for this hopeless romantic silly girl. If he is reading this please don't make me wait forever. XOXO life bring on the magic! 11:11 wishes do your best!
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Once again I have to remind myself to be patient and let things happen. Over the weekend I was a bit down because I was thinking about all the things that have not happened yet that I wish would happen. I had a few chats with some amazing people who reminded me that I am not like everyone else and I need to be more patient. I am not a fan of that anymore however I refuse to settle for less than what I desire as well. I openly admit I work hard and I know what I want. I am absolutely blessed with all things in my life and as odd as it sounds it makes me sad when more good things happen and I don't have someone I can share it with. I am beyond grateful to those who have shown me that there is more to life than just being ordinary and especially grateful to those who made me believe that love can happen again someday for me. Someday he will show up and he won't make me wonder, someday he will crave me in his life and never want to let me go. XOXO life bring on the magic because it is time for me to take a step back and breathe again...
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