Call me what you will but I love to make wishes at 11:11. I find comfort in wishing for things to happen, some big some small. I wish sometimes for something that would seem so simple but is yet oh so hard, I wish for someone to like me for me.. All of me not just part. I wish people would be honest and not just say what they think I want to hear because at some point I might make the mistake of believing it. Honestly I have been hurt by lies and deceit more times than I care to admit, I know I am not the only one who has been lied to but if you knew more of my story you would understand. I wish I could just trust people, but I really don't. I wish for financial abundance lately because that is something I can have a bit of control over. I don't need to control things, I just need consistency. I wish someday someone would look at me and see all the things other people missed. I wish someone would think I was enough. I feel bad for those who could have had a chance with me, see unlike other women I don't care who you are if you don't see my worth I will readjust my crown and walk the hell away. I have been to hell and I have no plans to ever go back so forgive me if I seem cold but until someone shows me they are genuine and consistent I won't let my guard down. I won't hold my past against anyone that is not fair but it would be stupid of me to have not learned a thing or 2 along the way. Until then I will wish away for the one who can win my heart, all of it. XOXO life bring on the good stuff I am SO ready!!!
0 Comments
Leave a Reply. |
AuthorThis blog is a random journal of both Tracy waiting for Mr. Right to show up and just great advice based a lot on what NOT to do while dating! Archives
August 2018
Categories |