I wonder if anyone else gets tired of having to be the strong one all the time. I wish from time to time that there was someone here to say its ok and put their arms around me and make all the junk go away for a little bit. I wish nightly for true love to find me and I know it will in time but to be honest I feel half the time like the thing I do the best is mess things up. But for now I will listen to the music and wait for the day I get to dance in the rain and lay in the bed of a truck and watch the stars cover the sky. Wouldn't it be cool to have someone just show up like in a movie and make everything that feels wrong become right. I think I have forgotten what its like to wake up to a full size person next to me at this point, I wonder if that means I will have to share my blanket and pillows at some point. Hmm maybe I should reconsider my thought process ha!!!…. On the other hand curling up with someone and falling asleep in their arms sounds as close to heaven as I can get here on earth.
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