I know that the message was sent with the best of intentions however a few detail were missing from the message that was sent. Little things like asking me what I thought was going on to which my response would be the same it always has been that would be I don't know but it sure is fun! I learned a long time ago to not have expectations from others because thats how people get hurt. I don't push for things because if it's meant to happen it will and I know it. I take one day at a time one moment at a time. I value people who make me smile and I love it when I can have a moment to last a lifetime even if it's just a moment. I have a great life I really like where I am headed but in no way shape or form does the happiness of my future depend on a man, I made that mistake when I was married and I won't do it again. I know my worth and I know I am awesome I just don't need to shout it from the rooftops mostly because it's cold outside and there is ice on the roof and I would fall off... HA! In the 3 years I have been single I have spent the night with 2 people so I think that solidifies the whole not needing someone I choose to want someone at some point but the thing that is most important is to have fun and smile as much as possible with awesome people. Yes I get emotional sometimes but maybe just maybe it's because I hold things in a lot because of things like this happening. Like I said I know the message was sent to help but honestly it just hurt me and reminded me that I am not ready to trust people yet so although it might be viewed as one step forward for me it was a huge step back and some what insulting that someone thought I was weak... I am a damn tiger and I have earned my stripes most of which I earned them the hard way too. Life is to short to fight about things or worry about things you can't change my plan is to just go with it and see what happens!!! Good bad or otherwise if I can wake up with a smile life is a success <3 Light and love to everyone because I know lots of people need it!!!
To whoever sent the message today, you know who you are I do not so this blog is for you.
I know that the message was sent with the best of intentions however a few detail were missing from the message that was sent. Little things like asking me what I thought was going on to which my response would be the same it always has been that would be I don't know but it sure is fun! I learned a long time ago to not have expectations from others because thats how people get hurt. I don't push for things because if it's meant to happen it will and I know it. I take one day at a time one moment at a time. I value people who make me smile and I love it when I can have a moment to last a lifetime even if it's just a moment. I have a great life I really like where I am headed but in no way shape or form does the happiness of my future depend on a man, I made that mistake when I was married and I won't do it again. I know my worth and I know I am awesome I just don't need to shout it from the rooftops mostly because it's cold outside and there is ice on the roof and I would fall off... HA! In the 3 years I have been single I have spent the night with 2 people so I think that solidifies the whole not needing someone I choose to want someone at some point but the thing that is most important is to have fun and smile as much as possible with awesome people. Yes I get emotional sometimes but maybe just maybe it's because I hold things in a lot because of things like this happening. Like I said I know the message was sent to help but honestly it just hurt me and reminded me that I am not ready to trust people yet so although it might be viewed as one step forward for me it was a huge step back and some what insulting that someone thought I was weak... I am a damn tiger and I have earned my stripes most of which I earned them the hard way too. Life is to short to fight about things or worry about things you can't change my plan is to just go with it and see what happens!!! Good bad or otherwise if I can wake up with a smile life is a success <3 Light and love to everyone because I know lots of people need it!!!
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