As I sit patiently waiting for you to arrive I tend to wonder what you are like in person. Will you be the kind of man to brush my hair away from my face when you kiss me. Are you the kind of man who will hug me from behind and stay close just to make sure I am safe and no one is bothering me even though you know I can stand my own ground? I get that everything happens when it should and how it should for all the right reasons. I just get tired of all the wrong reasons showing up all the time. I meet incredible people all the time and most have someone special in their lives already and that is awesome. I just pray that they are good to each other and are living their lives together and not just co existing around one another. I see both women and men not appreciating what they have in a partner but I guess that's all part of life right, and that is for sure how we find out what we don't want in the future. I am truly to the point it is crystal clear what I don't want so if the universe could stop sending me short guys, mean guys or my personal favorite men who are not free to be with me even if they wanted to be that would be just super duper. I will never lose faith that someday you will show up and never want to have some connection to me consistently. I admit that some days I waiver in my faith that it you will be here soon because honestly I feel like I have waited forever for you to show up. Until then XOXO life bring on the good stuff!!!
<3 T