Being strong is a fascinating paradox, being forced to be strong all the time never allowed to falter from that strength. Yet from time to time things happen to even the strongest of people and that's when the crickets show up. No one wants to talk to someone who is always strong when they are weak even for a moment. Ahh yes never fall for long princess you must keep an iron upper lip even when you want to cry because no one knows what to do with a crying princess. I laugh when people tell me to ask for help or show weakness to "get a man" Ummmm yeah that doesn't work for me... EVER! I ask for help and guess what nothing happens then I am told I am to independent, well DUH I have to be because no one is running to me to hug me when I want to fall apart or help me when I am weak. I keep to myself because even if I try to talk no one is listening anyhow, I handle my own stuff and the stuff others are going through because that's who I am. I laugh when people tell me I try to hard, news flash that s who I am!!! I am the person who will drive to go get someone day or night, I will bake cookies for fun and I can rock a dinner like its no ones business and yes I would make food and drop it off with someone if they needed help or some kindness. I bust ass at work and I have huge goals in my life. Guess I have to dry my eyes, ductape my angel wings and straighten my crown cause I have things to do!!
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