I hate the nights that leave me in tears wondering why things happen like this. It breaks my heart when the kids come back and they are upset and have tears in their eyes. I hate knowing they are hurting because someone else decided its time to be mean again. I pray every night for someone to be in my life that can be my understanding rock of a partner. As I go into one of the most difficult weeks when we have to burry my grandpa my final good bye won't be as hard as watching his beautiful companion say goodbye for the last time, that may break my heart in the most beautiful way possible. I wish I had someone to just hug me and make it ok for a moment but I don't so the tears must fall behind closed doors and a smile in public at all times has to continue..... Head up, shoulders back I have things to do and people to take care of!!!
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