I have licked my wounds and healed my battle scars from the past. Why is it that I am happy for other people when they find love but yet one can not let me go. I do not want to go back to where I came from I love where I am headed. I wish him the best now please just let me go, stop trying to hurt me because you can't, stop talking about me because you have nothing to say. Just leave me alone, I have done nothing to you please just leave me alone, the relationship has been over for a long time and you have moved on please just leave me alone. I am moving on with my life and you are not part of it, get used to it. Your control is gone and you can't run my life anymore. The things that are being said are false and they need to stop because it is hurting other people. Please just leave me alone. I can and will love who I want to when I want to I am sorry if you can not come to terms with that. I can and will be happier and more myself now that I am away from you. Calling me to tell me how much you hate me only makes you look dumb, please just let me go. I refuse to fight however, if I am backed into a corner I will not hesitate to push back. My head is held high and I am happy with my life and I am excited for my future and whatever else is in store. For someone who says he is happy why won't you just go away. So quickly things are forgotten from the past that have been done to me, a lesser person may have been far worse than me. I am tired of the lies, I was tired of the cheating, I am over the mean things said to me all the time, I am beyond the insults and most of all I let go of the hurt that was put upon me the day you left me at the hospital with our newborn son and you told me to find my own ride home. I did it I fixed it I made it better, yes I have an amazing support system and I would be lost with out them but never once have I thought about going back.... ever. I am free I have let it go, you can't hurt me anymore.... I only hope that someone who is reading this can find the strength to do what needs to be done to be free as well, its an amazing adventure called life that is waiting for you and once you come to the point where you can feel the sun on your face and truly hear things and see them in a different way that
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