I have been plagued with a question for a while, something that haunted me for a long time that my ex husband said to me. I was informed that no one will ever love me for longer than one night because I am not a lovable type of person. I know its silly to let something like that get to me and that it only takes one person coming into my life to prove that statement wrong. Maybe that haunts me in the back of my mind even today because I wonder if it could be true, I know I am not the only person who has ever felt that way or wondered that too. Its mean to tell someone that no one will ever love them and its not true. Maybe that is why I push people away when they get close to me. I know everyone says to just let it go but when no one has really proved it wrong how can I totally let it go? I know it's not true but of all the obstacles I have over come that is the last one that haunts me still. I know I am lovable but I wonder from time to time if anyone else will see it too. All I can do is keep my head up and keep going knowing someone somewhere will look at me and see what no one else could see. I am personally in a far better place since the day I found my roar and said no more and if I can help someone else find their roar so they can find their true path that would be all the better. The lesson I take from this whole thing is people can say anything they want to it doesn't make it true you have to believe that you are lovable and worthy of love for someone else to see it to. Words cut deep and leave scars no one else can see we just need to find our own way to fix them while remembering what the scars taught us along the way and learn from it so it doesn't happen again.
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