Being a single mom for a while now has taught me so incredibly much. Some I learn the hard way some I just learn over time. It's not easy having to be mom and dad all the time, but it is possible. I was afraid of taking the leap to free myself but once I did I never looked back. I need to approach more situations like I did when I ended my marriage. I had a lot of people think that it was a quick decision or that I was looking for attention, not the reason at all. I had my reasons and I don't need to justify it to anyone and no it wasn't a rash decision either but it was a leap of faith to which I trusted my gut that it was the right thing to do at that time. There have been a few times since then I have not trusted my gut, I don't believe in regret I just wish sometimes I was stronger in certain areas. I know now I have missed out on someone amazing because I couldn't speak up and say how I felt about him. It's my fault that I was afraid to say how I felt and what I would like from him because I am pretty sure he had no idea. It's my lesson to learn on my journey and it sucks. I need to be strong enough to take leaps of faith and know that not everyone will workout but not everyone will fail either. Going forward I pledge to find my roar and not think that someone knows how I feel if I have not told them. Look out 2015 I am stronger and ready for all the good stuff XOXO life bring it on!!!
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