I want to be the one who wins. I wish I was the one he wanted. I wonder if he misses me. I wish I was the one he thought about when the nights are long. I don't let many people in but when I choose to let me guard down its because I see something they may not see in themselves. I guard my heart almost as much as I guard my kids which is a lot. I don't want to get my hopes up only to watch them fall around me. Sometimes I may seem like a bitch and I don't really care I would much rather have someone thing I am crabby than ever be a door matt for anyone ever again. I do what I want when I want with who I want and I have fun always but that also means I am not going to bow down to someone just to say I have someone in my life. I would rather be single and happy than with someone and not living the life I have always dreamed of. So yes fairy god mother whoever you are wherever you are please let it be me when the time is right to look at someone at see forever in their eyes and have it be real…. Until then I happily wait and I plan to enjoy every adventure I am lead on!!!!!
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