I talk about love and the journey a lot in this blog but I want to take a moment to tell you about the sweetest words I never wanted to be put in a position to hear - Negative for malignancy. Its funny to think that a single mom of 4 only 36 years old could have to wait for those words to be said. I am lucky not everyone gets to hear those words but today those words sounded better than I love you ever could! I had none of the risk factors and yet it can still happen, I am blessed to have taken the journey to take better care of myself and unlike when I was bigger I knew my body because I was no longer afraid to look and when something was not quite right I went in to the dr. I am not saying anything against anyone who is bigger I was there but I also know that when you are bigger you don't like to look at yourself, no I don't spend hours looking at myself in the mirror but I no longer do the 2 second oh dear lord shut the lights off the clothes need to come off now either. When you are in a position where you know your life can be once again turned upside down you tend to become very peaceful and encounter the bring it on mindset. I have had the pleasure of that mindset a few times and when it happens I don't warn people but rather I take the time to do what is best for myself and my family, not always easy however it is always needed at that moment. I take from this experience a new found more positive attitude about certain things and I truly feel for anyone who got the news I feared to get. Life is to short to worry about things you can not change or some peoples opinions about you. No one is perfect and no one is better than anyone else I don't care who you are we all poop and we all pee the same :) Cheers!!!!
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