I love to be reminded once in a while of the person who I used to be so that way I know how far I have come on my journey. I no longer back down when someone comes after me I turn and have my claws out when I have to fight now. I used to be very submissive and a doormat until the day I woke up and figured out that I didn't want my kids to live like that. I will not start fights with anyone however I will also not back down when its time to fight. Lectures about why my marriage failed by the person who has to this day still no understanding of why I divorced him make me laugh. You can only tell people so many times in so many ways why you are unhappy and what can be done before its time to just walk away. Denial is not just a river in Egypt I guess ahahaaaa!! I learned from my mistakes and I know what I want and I refuse to settle ever again. I need to trust that the right person at the right time will walk up to me and show me what I have been looking for in a partner and compliment my life not complicate it. No one is perfect and I don't want perfect I want real and consistent with a little simple romance to boot. My kids are my life but they will not be around forever so if that someone comes into my life they will get the best of me not just the rest of me. I move heaven and earth for those I care about, the ones who try to be mean and make threats better be ready for me and bring an army cause they will need it. There really are 2 sides to me - the nice one and the side you never want to meet. Don't mess with my kids, family or my money and we are good - disrupt my world and I
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