I sometimes wonder if the scariest decision is to fall for someone or keep your wall up longer. I can see both sides of the coin that's where the questions come into play. If you keep the wall up they might think you are not into them and then they will walk away. If you let your wall come down the biggest question - the one that scares me the most is..... If you let your wall down and you let yourself fall will they be there to catch you? You can pray and hope they do but it would feel a lot safer to do that if you knew for sure they want you too.... UGH!!!!! Why can't things just be simple like back in the day passing notes in class. I know I should just breathe and trust the process but that is always easier said than done. Maybe someday sooner than later he will look at me and see everything he has ever wanted and know that he wants me forever, but until then him walking up to me brushing my hair away from my face and kissing me would work fantastic!
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