There are days that you just want to scream knowing full well it won't change anything. Maybe it's just because I am tired that I feel this way who knows. I just know it makes me want to scream that I know what I want and yet know I can't have it because you just can't make someone else feel something they just don't. I am to the point of losing faith that it will ever happen when I crave the moment to hear someone call me babe and to feel his soft touch on my skin. I want someone who wants me, there are people who ask me out but I need to feel that passion, that fire we all long to be standing in for the rest of our lives. Someone who isn't like the rest someone who isn't afraid to say how they feel and someone who knows that if I take time to talk to you for longer than 5 seconds you must be special because not many people get that distinction. Yet I find myself losing hope for it to happen longing for it to happen all the while. I focus on work and business as much as I can because they help keep me grounded and it makes sense to me, love does not at all not even a little. Never in my wildest dreams did I think it would be like this but on the flip side I wouldn't go back to where I was before ever again so it doesn't change things but a heads up would have been super duper.......
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