Trying to figure out my life is the equivalent to brushing my teeth and eating oreos or cleaning the house when the kids are home. I feel lost lately it seems like all the plans I have in my head are just fantasy and it's not going to happen. I pray and pray and try to stay positive but honestly it's my fault that no one knows how hard it is for me to be open about feelings or patient for things to happen. I have waited a long time for things to happen for me and I truly believe that it's my turn. It's my turn for having someone care about me not just privately but publicly say that's her and she's mine. I have worked my butt off to get things lined up for the refinance on my house to happen but I need it now more than ever. It's my time to really shine both with work and personal life. I have been practicing stepping out of my comfort zone and even telling a couple people I can't go out with them until I know for sure if someone wants to start seeing me. Yep that's a first for me, of course he probably doesn't because that's just my luck or lack of. Yep Cinderella wants to go to the ball, just need to figure out if anyone wants to dance with me when I get there..... Here's to 11:11 wishes, shooting stars and prayers coming true, I need it now more than ever! XOXO life bring on the magic and all the good stuff... please!!
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