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I have had time to ponder things and my only reaction to my life currently is what the whhhaaaattttt???? I work a lot I admit this and yes I do it so I don't necessarily have to deal with things in my life and possibly avoid relationships.... I admit I am far from perfect, however in my defense when I get advice like don't get my hopes up or don't get attached to that one ( referring to men ) it starts to wear on a person after a while. Do I have bad luck with men, not really. I do have bad timing however. I wish for so many things in my life, business, my children's happiness and health, and the one thing I keep wishing for is the one thing that has actively avoided me. I wish for love, not the in your face running your life kind either. I wish I could find someone who will compliment my life not complicate it. I am not needy and I admit I push people away when they start to get close because I am afraid of getting hurt. I will only let people in so far before they hit the wall. I can wait for the person who will be consistent and caring yet protective of me. Hugs from behind and dancing in the rain can melt me, just has to be the right person. I don't go out on dates hardly ever and its even more rare someone will get a second date, if I don't pick up the energy I crave I won't waste anyone's time. For me it's not about money it's all about effort, money doesn't impress me many have tried and it actually just makes me mad. Be a real person who truly cares about me as a person even when I am off my rocker freaked out about things. But seriously I deserve love that's real not this fake crap from people who only want one thing in life. Lots of things can change my mind about someone if I feel safe with them. Here's to more 11:11 wishes! XOXO Life bring on the good stuff I am soooo ready!!!
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